All I want for Christmas is…chemo?

My oncology appointment in public was on Thursday and was booked into chemo then. It turns out my first dose is 8am Friday December 24th. I feel like the timing could be better…

I’ve got an hour appointment on the Wednesday to learn about chemo. To learn about how to take the drugs before and after the chemo dose to mitigate side effects. The prescription came on a piece of A4 paper.

The chemo I will be on is Carboplatin and Paclitaxel. I will lose my hair. I will most likely experience nausea and possibly vomiting. Fatigue. Lowered immune system. Muscle and joint aches and pains, pins and needles in fingers and toes…there’s a very long list of side effects. I will be getting a dose every 21 days, and 6 doses in total. I’m fairly sure that means my last dose will be April 8th. There will be good days and bad days – and I’ll get a handle of the pattern after the first dose.

To regain some control of the situation I got pixie cut last Saturday. Its a very low risk time to try crazy things with my hair as its going to fall out anyway. I might even dye it pink. I’ve found some gorgeous headscarves and an amazing ‘fuck cancer’ cap. I’m in the market for some dangly earrings now, and any cancer paraphernalia. I saw a T-shirt that said ‘My oncologist does my hair’. I think I’ll need to get that one too.

I often get moments where I’ve been feeling pretty normal, then suddenly remember I have cancer.

It’s going to be so great to see family over Christmas and I’m just going to hope that I’ve got some good days straight after chemo, with the bad days to follow AFTER Christmas. Chemo feels like a pretty shitty Christmas present to be fair.

4 thoughts on “All I want for Christmas is…chemo?”

  1. Love the new hair! Be a very different Christmas this year for you that’s for sure, but I hope you get to enjoy it with your beautiful family . Love and hugs xx

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  2. Sarah you look absolutely stunning. The nurses are amazing and you will meet people having similar treatment to you and swap your experiences. I did not have chemo as radiation was best for me and I can highly recommend time with the councillors when and if you are up to it. You take care and I really hope your chemo does not effect the joy of family and friends on Christmas Day.

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  3. Cute haircut!! And yes the T shirt sounds a must!!
    Sending you love and a wish for a wonderful Christmas with your family xx

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